What a change

We got married on 2010. Now we have 2 kids, a house and a life together.  Is not perfect,  I don't look for perfection,  I am not expecting it either, but I know he tries to give us his best and for that I am so grateful.
He is a hard working man, and I am lucky to say he still loves me. I was afraid that it wouldn't work because of the language barrier and the many cultural differences, but somehow we have worked our way trough all.
Sometimes I think I am ready to give up. I miss my country and my friends. I miss my food and my family,  but I think it's all been worth the pain. Sometimes I think it's worth the loneliness. I still don't have friends.  I stay at home all the time so I don't have a way of meeting people. I talk to my neighbor and just call her every once in a while to keep in touch. I think I'm starting to burst my bubble. :) I invite her and her daughter over even though it might be awkward.  I think eventually it won't be.
For now we are focusing on fixing our house to make it a home. That's how I stay busy, that and watching the kids.